Marilyn McFarlane
15 minute prompt: ”My granny was sitting on the fish box.” (phrase from Daughters of Copper Woman, by Anne Cameron)
My granny was sitting on the fish box. The fish were flopping around, slapping the wooden sides of the box, making wet, splashy thuds that I decided were frantic and desperate. I’d be frantic if I were so out of my element, trying to breathe but drowning. I began to feel sympathy for them. ”Quit that,” Granny said, and kicked the box with her heavy boot. I thought she was talking to the fish. But she shook her fluff of white hair and squinted at me, pointing a bony finger. “I see you,” she said. “If you want to live closer to the ground, like you said, young lady, if you recall, then you gotta pay no attention to the last moves of anything you’re gonna eat. Mercy, if you’re feeling sorry for a bunch of cod, how’re you going to be when it comes to pig squeals and chickens with their heads cut off?” I felt faint, here on the wet edge of the wharf. “Can’t I be vegetarian and live close to the earth?” Granny squinted again, her bat-black eyes almost hidden in the wrinkles that surrounded them. She snorted. “Sure, if it makes you feel better. You’re a wimp, honey. And species-centric to boot. You think carrots don’t hurt when they’re yanked from the ground? Or wheat when it’s cut off in the prime of life, waving in the fields?” Species-centric? When had my granny, raised by her fisherman father on this craggy coast, pulling crab pots and chopping oysters from the rocks by the age of 5, attending school only until the 8th grade — when had she picked this up, or even had such thoughts? This was a granny new to me. What else didn’t I know? I didn’t care about the fish anymore. They’d stopped flopping anyway.